One time I lied about a my virginity and was shamed for it throughout college

You ever sit around a room and tell your first time you had sex stories? Well at the time I hadn’t yet so I lied about it and said I had sex with some women named Beth in Destin Florida. The rest of my college career a boy named Tramel and the boys around him that I was living with at the time at an apartment complex called Gateway apartments would yell out good ole Dustin to shame me for that night. Now I’m staying at my parents house and 2 doors down from me there is a women named Elizabeth and its like I’m being perpetually shamed for being cornered early on in my life to try and hide my embarrassment. what a life to live being shamed for lying about something so small and irrelevant. The same kid yelled one time at a bar that I had syphillis because I told them I made out with a stripper. I don’t I was tested multiple times but it was weird to me that someone would yell that at a bar. I don’t talk to him anymore but last time I heard he was at Howard as a basketball coach. I hope people start to ridicule him and make fun of him like he did to me my whole college career just like the other boys that were there. The same people convinced me to sign up for Veema one of those multi level marketing schemes as well. It sucks when you are surrounded by people who you thought were your friends and really they were just leeches on your life. I hope one day karma bites them in the ass. Honestly I’ll never know if it does as I’ve left their lives and they’ve left mine so in the end only the universe can do what it needs to do for everyone to be happy I guess. The same group of people nicknamed me rally Joe and had a song they sang because one morning I was drinking miller high life while severely hung over and puked all over someones wall, for a full year they made jokes about my projectile vomiting. I hated my time at my university it sucked. One other weird thing that happened with the same group of people was the last night we were all going to hang out in high school we went to blockbuster to grab a movie. I wanted to watch Sgt Bilko and they wanted to watch this movie called Fatso a Norwegian film seen here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtIDa3Cd-Mg . I guess I should have read the signs that they didn’t like me and were excited to never see me again but I was naive and thought the people I grew up with were my friends. Obviously I was wrong. These people basically bullied me my whole life and I didn’t say anything because I thought it was normal. I thought it was normal for them to bully a disability person. In the end it's why I’m lost now and struggling because I’m used to being the target and my mom taught me to be the teflon man and let it roll of of me instead. I hope when you read this you understand a fraction of the pain that I went through. My life is harder than it seems on the surface and I think people want to discount my life as a normal suburb life but I have more stories about my childhood and life that are similar to this one. It’s why I don’t like the suburbs it corners people and doesn’t allow people to get away. With that being said I don’t know if I would have, I invited these people over to my place and they did this to me so in reality it’s my own fault in some senses. Probably one reason I have suicidal thoughts is because I look back at my life and realize I’ve never had a friend. Whats even weirder one time I told someone named Joe Wehrle that I didn’t understand suicide and now I do. That boy is the worst thing to ever happen to my family. As a child I told him I loved him because he was nice to me and was close to me and he didn’t say anything back to me I called him my uncle. I should have seen the red flag there but I was a child and didn’t think much of it. Now I know it was a flag that he wasn’t there to help me ever he was there to hurt. Btw I’m stuck in my parent’s basement now can’t get a full time job and my dad got a leg infection randomly that has lasted over a year. My life is normal because social targeting is normal right?